went hockey today.
training super slack.
wahahah.

merv,
please take note:
no bright colour for;
socks
hairband
rubberband
shoes also
lol.
only blue, black, white is allowed.
NO GREEN ALSO.

tired now.
going my grandma hse soon.

gonna clear my room tml.
and start studying on friday!
wooohooo!

//runs

met up with my 5 darlings at amk for dinner.
catched up.
not gossip girls alr,
become big boobs club.
jean n yp must catch up hor,
drink more milk n eat more papaya!!
(:
daph bought us belated bday n early xmas present.
thanksthanks.
so paisae that i dint get anything for you.
will make it up for you (:
love you girls so much.

yuhchu at kpool playing billard.
after having dinner at mac yp join him at kpol.
angie came to look for them too.
she's so funny when she is angry.
LMAO.

did i mentioned that im not suposed to visit anyone house within 100days.
im not allowed to wear red or bright colour for 3 years.
im not sure for under garment though.
no celebrating of chinese new year for 3 years.
one good thing,
at least you pple can visit my place.
ha.

yuanping going aust like next week?
so nice.
RMB TO BUY ME PRESENT HOR!
if you are reading this, no avoiding of this sentence please.
lol.

hais.
):


//runs

time check: 8.01am
suppose to go hockey.
but im so tired,
physically n mentally.
haha.

i just dont wanna share how i feel/felt.

thanks for all who cares.
thanks alot (:

im still in the process of sorting out my feeling and everything.
need time to accept the fact,
everything came too fast.
and ytd he alr became bones and ashes.

too many regrets yet too lil things can be done to amend anything.

its just like ytd you just saw him walking ard at home,
and *poof*
he was all gone.

the feeling is damn weird lar.

//laters

im back.

116th post.

my ah gong passed away last night at 1015pm.



MIA for these few days.
//runs

sian,
school tml.
every weekends is a torture,
endless nagging.

granddad is getting weaker.
you can hardly find any flesh on him.
his brows is always tight,
he is in pain.
he dont even know what he is doing.
he need to wear diapers alr.
cant even eat on him own.
hais.
not much time left.

monday: school
tuesday : hockey training
wednesday: hockey training, dental appt
thurday: innova open hse
friday: hockey training
saturday: steamboat!
sunday: -blank-

haha,
what a week.
so busy.

HAPPY SWEET 17 MY PRINCESS!


its last day of sch ytd.
HOLIDAY IS FINALLY HERE!
we present a card to mr ng and bought a cake for him.
but end up singing bday song for weilong also.
haha.

the guys all damn jian.
tau pok mr ng.
haha.

good for you mr ng,
no more headache from s65!
its miss lim's turn!!
such a torture right?
anyhow,
must take care and miss us hor!

i left straight after the mini fare well party.
thinking of going home to make another bday card for yp and meet her at ard 3.
i fell asleep.
lmao.
no card.
woke up only at 3.
met up with joyce at ocbc bank and reach amk only at 5 like that.
go kpool there to hang out.
played photohunt.
then go yp hse play mahjong.
me, joyce, yuhchu, sherwin, yp and xiao pang.
i think its not even celebration for her birthday only hanging out cos no card, no cake, no presnt.
LOL.
then auntie came home,
she went for dinner with her family.
me, joyce, sherwin went back to khatib to continue with mahjong!
called gary to come down too.
wahahhaa.
made sherwin bought ice-cream for us.
from 8plus play until ard 11 plus,
then i bth liao,
too tired alr.
i cabbed home,
they went safra for pool.
ai zai, after the whole day of school, they still awake.
talk to mer on phone and fell asleep.

now going to make card for yp and meet her bah,
see how lor.
lol.

//runs

i just got home.
i will update tml.
the purpose of coming home is to sleep,
if not i will still be at joyce home.
so i shall go sleep NOW.
good night.

//runs

i cant believe i did such a shit.
i decided to redo yp's card.
lmao.
no more gei kiang liao.
tml must go a good job.
haha.

//runs

phototaking today.
i asked khimhong along,
but he rejected.
ianrik work liao,
nv come also.

here's a preview version.
taken with sisi's cam:


the informal one:


ng n the girls, w/o peishi, sobsob:


ng n some of the guys:

they are trying to show his belly button.
Laughing my ass off.

after sch we decided to do sth for ng!
came my hse there.
as usual,
i miss out some stuff when i leave my hse.
thx to mummy,
she brought it down.
jh, sisi n me doing at chongpang mac.
here's part of the card:

it's chip n dale,
heh heh.
reason for picking this pic?
ask me.

after complete the imcomplete chip and dale,
i continue to trace another eeyore.
many loves it.
including my princess.


decorating the card...


shhh,do not disturb,
working in process:


*TADA*:


then i realise sth,
kiang dio ho,
mai gei kiang.
tsk tsk.
act smart, go add the hearts,
so ugly now.
grrt.
so disappointed.
but hope she will like it still.
(:

cleaning up now.
will pack my bag and have an "early" night.

//runs

class of 23 become 20,
plus miss lim ct.
haha.
i think our mood all dampen liao.
sian diao.

khimhong you must jiayou,
dont give up k.
still friends hor.

today so weird,
nobody online.
i haben do anything yet lei.
slack whole day liao.
wooohooo ^.^v

dont know what to do now,
BORING.

listening to one of mayday's songs.
so Heh-pi (happy).

//runs

im promoted to J2!
(:
but to stay or go
im still thinking.
LOL.

mr ng confirm nv promote with us liao.
sian.
next year our ct kena miss lim.
OMG.
hais.
lol.
our physics teacher change to mr krys ang.
LOL.
superhost M8 hong cheng guang lei.
future star.
but dont know he got as nice as mr ng not.

sian lar.
first day of sch damn tired.
sleepysleepy.
then i sleeping kena disturb,
super irritated.
thanks lor.
tmd.

//laters

knn,
nowadays i quite dulan with blogging.
"THIS IS MY BLOG,
I BLOG WHAT I LIKE."
this sentence apply to every blog can.
cb,
if you happens to pass by my blog,
and you dont like me or whatever.
or i blogged shit abt you,
you can always click the cross on the top right hand corner,
or just move on to other blogs.
dont be childish lar,
take action abt stupid entries.
if we cant blog what we like or what we want,
why bothers to open a blog.
a blog is just like a diary to us,
its just that its a open one,
so if you happens to read so rude entry,
just ignore it la.
not happy you can always dont read those entries,
why bothers to read and get angry,
nth to do izzit?!
-roll eyes-
so angry now lar.

but one thing can make me smile,
cos my princess is going to talk on phone with me tonight.
(((:

//runs

got home at 11pm.
so tired.

ytd chat on phone with adeline from 2am to 4am.
woke up at 11 plus?
went out to have lunch,
went home and sleep again.
sound really pig.
woke up at 5pm.
rush out like siao cos meeting joyce gary n yuhchu at 5.30.
reached at 5.40.
went hougang mall.
heh heh, bought a shirt for only $10.
sth like warehouse sale,
all cheap cheap.
had dinner and went back to yishun
saw a giodano's pants,
but size not correct.
headed down to safra,
only played one round of pool,
not really in mood.
haha,
end up yuhchu pay for it.
yp oso came down,
but i going off liao,
too tired.
yuhchu left his shirt with me cos he going pub to chiong with his poly mates,
gary go mahjong.
left joyce very bored,
sry sry.
i cabbed home.
rich hor?
haha.
too tired le lar.

anymore phone calls today?

//runs

i just got home.
time check : 1.36am.
-yawns-

grrt.
today went to sch wanting to help up with the hockey banner.
me, cedric, joelle and sisi.
the next we know is that they're getting the materials at marsling and not coming back!
the reason: budget and no brush!
lol.
cannot paint.
abit disappointed but not angry yet.
haha,
end up gambling with the badmintons players.
played blackjack and i won $2.50.
im the only one from the hockey team who won money.
:)))))))))))))))))))
after gamble went to cwp,
on the way got a call from rachel.
its 4pm alr and she tell me to make a card for her sis's bday.
we decided to meet up at 12mn,
and i need to finish the card by then.
so after hanging out at mos with sisi n cedric,
i went popular to get a sheet of black paper.
go home,
chose an picture of eeyore:

cos jojo like it.
(:
edge it:

print it,
enlarge it.
take my dinner.
trace it out,
trace it on drawing paper,
use marker and TRACE it again:

took me an hour to complete the colouring:

find fonts,
copy fonts,
write it out.
and TADA:

im so pround of myself!
by then its 1130 alr.
chat on phone with old friends.
heh heh,
bath and rush down,
and its alr 1150.
lol.
late again.
rachel bought alot of eeyore stickers,
stick it all ard.
went cheers to get a vodka for jo as present.
trick her to come out.
its alr 1216.
surprise her!
its a simple yet lousy surprise.
but i hope she like it.
went coffee shop la kopi again.
and im home now (:

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MY LIL SIS!

//runs

boo!
op is finally over.
i did pretty badly.
but nvm.
ITS OVER!

went to makan at foodcourt with 65s after that.
headed down to queensway shopping centre to find jersey to print class tee.
but aiya,
without sherine, we like cannot make decision.
shall wait for her.
went ikea and get my things.
left sisi at the bus stop cos she going different way.
its a big mistake as the bus we took took so long to go back to jurong.
cw and terence drop down at cck n yewtee.
left me n mer.
send him to bus stop.
not enough,
made me exercise,
walk one big round, LOL.
nvm, i also made him come yishun cos i rushing for time to meet my darlings and bros.
woohooo,
mer overheard how i scold sherwin,
"tmd si hei ren...... ...... ...... cb!"
LOL.
shocked?

go straight to macdonalds after mer board the bus.
YAYNESS.
a short but great meet up session!!
pictures taken with sherwin's hp:


BLACKIE!
sherwin la.
so long dint see him liao.
nice dimple.
still as crap as before.
nv forget yuanping.
(:


aiya,
this one dont need to introduce,
always see her in my entry one;
ah joyce.

and GARY
get well soon from ur cough!
AND please pass the o level science this year hor, nabei!
i dont want to see you have another year of holidays and made me jealous!


blackie, me and our princess yp.
x)
psss,
blackie looks better in real person.

yuhchu came at a later time too.
tmd,
only me in sch uniform,
cannot go play pool,
so give it a miss,
also tired le,
go home, mayb pack my room and rest.

hockey meeting tml at 2 pm.
(:

//runs

this is one of the sometimes i feel like killing my brother.
he told me at ten he will be done with the com,
and he pass it to me only at 10.34.
i have every right to rush him
and he fucking gave me attitudes.
i know the website dies on him.
izzit my problem?
NO.
i need to finish i&r also lor.
okies,
i know im quite a fucktard cos i have the whole day to do and i only do it now.
heh heh.
who cares.
im just fucking unreasonable.
too bad he has such a sister.
LOL.
:p
actually he can be a nice brother.
but.
there is still times i hate him.
;/

//runs

today is just another typical day.
ROTTING DAY.
im sure cw will agree with me.
rotting is killing me.
so bored.

oral presentation tml.
starting to get nervous alr.
im not even prepared.
meeting my grp at 7am for last rehearse.

I&R,
actually i lazy to do alr.
tsktsk.

//runs

morning!
im early becos i had a bad dream.
lol.
its about ghostly incidents.
dont laugh me,
thanks.

now talking to blackie sherwin!
so long nv see him alr.
last time always gossip tgt one,
haha.
still rmb in class,
help him to chase yp.
but always fail to make it.
LOL.
but afterall blackie really is a nice guy lar.

wated to catch a movie;
just like heaven.
anybody?

soon will be holidays!!!
YAYNESS!

so bored now.
go do maths.

//runs

meet my group for pw.
a fast one.
lol.
then sisi n me went bugis to meet jh.
walk n walk and only get handphone socks.
LOL.
lightbulb me...
sian one.
for so many years,
im still a lightbulb.
LOL.

im thinking of getting the wallet my peeps gave me as a birthday present last year.
the one with alot of human face one.
hais.
it was stolen lor, i believe.
still rmb gwenyth and kaya bluff me say too expensive never buy.
then end up give me.
i sooo happy lor,
cos i like the wallet.
pple, i rmb hor,
you all share and buy it for me.
a big thank you.
however i careless.
:(
hais.
how ah, shld i get it.
but very manly lei.
i still miss that wallet.
cause think of wallet will think of them.
i like to go back to the past.
dont know why.
a year lor,
although click with sisi they all,
i still miss the life in 4a3.
maybe its just memory bah.
;/

wao i think this entry suck.
lol.
and thanks for tagging me.
thanks for all the bullshit.
at least make my tag more noisy.
lol.
who cares about rumours?

//runs

imlazytoironmyclothes.
imlazytotakeabath.
imlazytogetout.
imlazytotravelalone.
thereforeiamgoingtobelate.
typingingwithoutanyspacealsoexplainsmylaziness.
gottagonow.

//runs

cant believe that ytd i actually tok to jh on phone from 2am to 5am.
siao!!
totally madness.
i was sending eom online and he went off.
so i sms him bye cos i dint manage to say bye to him on msn.
that stupid idiot call and say lazy to reply.
i actually wanted to sleep alr.
then end up talking for 3 hrs.
LOL.
so pure la hor somebody.
muahahhaa.

rot my butt whole day.
really just rot.
no life at all.

iwanttobehappy.

tml going to do pw.
wooohoo and guess what?
its at commonwealth.
shit.
i need to take at least an hour to reach.
then i need to take an hour to prepare.
all these just means that i need to wake up damn early.
grrrt.
who ask me to be slow.
lol.
after pw im going to be lightblub.
going bugis with jh and sisi.
heh heh.

//runs

imboredlar.

nth to do.
not going out.
never go swimming.
now blasting crazy frog.
o.O
dont look at me like that.
im bored alright.

//laters

everytimeijustfeltsounwanted.
notwelcomed.
pplemeetmecostheywannameettheothersaswell
eventalkingonmsn.
exceptonlywithsomecloserones,
icanfeelthattheylikenotinterestedintalkingtome.
mayisensitivelor.
butaiya,
suanle.
maybimjustnotwelcomedbah.
hais.

nomatterhowharditry,
ijustcantbeaswelcomedastheothers.
imjustnotbeinglikedasmuchasthem.
maybimjustlikethat.
soignoreme.
forgetit.
friends?
orjustbecosthetitleisthere.
sometiemsijustfeelfriendless,
allalone.
iknowsoempplecares.
but.
ijustfeelthisway.
idontknowwhy.
hais.
leftmealone.
nomatterhowharditry.
iwillstillbelikethat.
nobodywilllikeweishan.

ijustwishthaticancry,
crytillibleed.

//runs

slept for 13 hours.
7pm to 9am
lol.
i missed my dinner.

still feeling tired thou.

no sch tml.
YAYNESS!

its going to be a boring day.
meet up session is cancelled cause not much pple can make it.
we shall wait for mr gaygay tan to finish his Olevel then have a good meet up session lor.

thinking of getting a job for this school holiday.
im in need of extra cash!!
lol.

//laters

our first stop - expo.


siao char bo.


me n huilin in MRT.
travelling to town.


met up with our gu niang, lijin!!


poke poke!
shopping in fox (taka).


yuhchu, huilin n me.


he's trying to act cute. =)


dinner at kfc.
featuring jean, she nv failed to take pic with kfc's food.


went into fox(wisma) again.
shopping.


let's SQUEEZE!


brother, you are not suitable to be a photgraher lar.
last photo shot for the day before jeanie board the train.


on bus.
finally going home.

went sentosa with sher and her ballmates.
lol.
im shy with new pple,
so im like very quiet.
sry sry.
actually i can be quite noisy if you know me.
ermmm,
mr sunny dint came out.
so the whole sentosa trip is like abit wasted.
we went canoeing,
play alil vball,
and actually nth much.
mr ng also at sentosa playing vball.
lol.
we're organising class outing there next time,
and hopefully it dont rain again.
the weather today suck.
lol.
so tired,
sher went jap class and i took bus home,
fell asleep once i boarded the bus without knowing.
i woke up and realised i;m at a unknown place,
too tired,
continue to sleep.
woke up again,
still at yio chu kang.
then fall back to sleep until i reach yishun
super sleepy.
now having headache alr.

later mayb meeting rachel to help her in her maths,
i dont know she still wanna meet anot.

tml meet up session not sure still on anot.
like not ppl.
until now only wenyi can confimr with me,
my joyce working lei,
poor girl.
i think many pple not free.
see how lor.

//runs

just got home.

meet up with my darlings today!
whee!
as usual,
i'm late again.
lol.
went expo for robinson sale.
ermmm,
alot of cheap cheap things but nth to buy.
meet our gu niang, miss lijin!
getting more and more san ba le hor jean!!
shop in town and i came home empty hand.
yayness.
yuhchu joined us at a later time.
saw jacq at far east also.

went to busstop and saw mirna (:
took 171 with joyce, ah lin n yuhchu,
heh heh.
talk alot,
chalet la, drunk incidents la, blah blah.
i really miss the past lar.

got down at the bus stop near mac.
went to find rachel because she got questions to ask.
i'm so not useful lar.
i did 1 out of 3 qns.
and guess who i met there?
nina!!!
my pri4 bestie.
heh heh.
i miss her alot.
LOL.

pictures tml.
now going to rest and pack my bag for tml.
lol.

//runs

NEW SKIN!!
YAYNESS.
spent days n nights on it.
my best piece alr.
lol.
SP mentioned abt the font size,
i know its still small,
but its alr 2.5 bigger alr.
ermm,
if uses a bigger font it wont look nice.
lol.
its the overall thing alright (:
hopefully its still pleasant looking.

gave up on I&R,
tml stay back awhile to do.
going to sleep soon.

//runs

went for pw.
my part of presentation change alot lei.
so worried cos no more practice liao.
tml need to hand in I&R draft,
also havent do.
after pw so bored.
end up being lone ranger again.
lol.
nowadays i like to be alone more.

just got home awhile then rachel called,
ask me go down watch bball match.
actualli i dont quite like bball,
but nvm,
see see look look,
no. 17 quite shuai.
lol.
then hang out with her friends,
pei her eat,
and she ps me to go home alone,
another one i wanna say thanks to one.
she knn,
o level on monday,
still hang out.
imma slap her.
but nvm,
i enjoy haning out late.
lol.


tml:
going sch to listen to 2 other grp's pw presentation,
den i'll meet up with joyce after sch.
so happy (:
huilin n jean coming also.
so long dint meet up with them liao!!

saturday:
sentosa with sher, ps n sher's friends

sunday:
meet up with kahwah!!
and some peeps also?
not confirm lei.

SO HAPPY,
cos damn busy with going out.
heex.
back to I&R.

weishan is a happy girl (:

//runs

went hockey today.
did some drills only cos i cant run.

new skin still not yet done,
happy waiting (:

//runs

15 hours of sleep.
but i still feel tired.
i wish i dont have to wake up.
-yawns-

//laters